21
Jul
09

chaos, panic, disorder … my work is done here

this is pretty much what happened to me yesterday … and falled asleep at 21.30 as a sign of protest. and since i am used to sleep around 6 hours/day guess who was staring at the ceiling at 5 am…. and it is hard not to let your mind wobble at the strangest things.
i am hearing and moving like i am somewhere underwater and can’t seem to be able to get my head around to work.
and one question stills lingers on from this early morning …. is it possible ? or is it a really bad idea ? i guess i will not know anytime soon since things are stuck in a loop and the ball is in my yard…. a wager with myself i must win but can’t seem to find the way and …. i am talking non-sense again instead of saying what is really on my mind being afraid of the outcome.
funny how i see through the lies others lay in front of everyone, including themselves, funny how transparent people are to me and how i get really amused with the dicrepancies i see in them but … when it comes to me i just….
focus … lost it some time ago, found it at 6am with a sick smile and the question lingers on … is it a good idea ?

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